Dark and Twisty.

Have you ever been so in love and certain and warm and fuzzy that you thought you might explode?

I mean happiness. Truly happy. Well I have. And it was wonderful and I was pretty sure that it was going to last forever.

And then something happened. The worst part is that I don't know what that something was. Suddenly what was there...and solid...is gone.

So, I've got a pretty bad case of the dark and twistys as I fluctuate between  seriously considering hopping in my car to try to figure this out....and knowing the right thing to do is nothing at all.

So, here I am. Still on the fence about where my life is going....only the one thing I was sure of is up and gone.

I'm not going to lie...part of me still has hope. But, hope or no hope, I'm going to keep living my life, not sit on the couch watching Grey's Anatomy and eating chocolate.

Well, maybe that will happen once or twice. But I won't let it be a habit. :)